31/08/2012

So yesterday i went shopping with my mum and bought all my supplies for college then my fiancé met up with us and came back to mine, loved being with him =] had so much fun.

And today I'm going to see my fiancé again but I'm going to his this time, might be a sad day thought, because he's going on holiday on Saturday for 2 weeks and missing my birthday =[ going to miss him so much, I'm sure we will both cope but still going to be sad about it.

Nothing else is happening over the weekend that i know of, but I'm sure i will be crapping myself on Sunday as I've got my first day of college on Monday and yet my uniform still hasn't arrived yet =[

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Enrolment Day =]

This morning i woke at 6am, 2 hours earlier than i was meant too but i think it was because of my nerves =]

Had a bit of a problem with doing my make up, took me 45 minutes to put foundation on and then i felt too covered and took it off =[ so my sister did my face and my mum did my hair, at least it took some pressure off me.

Me and my mum left the house at 10.30am and got there in 20 minutes so i had enough time to have a fag =] then we went into the main entrance and gave my name to the women on the desk and sat down, we were only seated for 25 minutes, which was good.
I gave her my exam results and she gave me a slip of paper to give to the next people to see.
The next woman we saw went through paperwork with us, told me that my course is 9.7 hours so i should be able to stay on my JSA (jobseekers allowance), fingers crossed =]
I also had to pay for my material fee and then i had my picture taken for my ID card.

Then me and my mum went to the beauty desk and asked when i had to buy and pay for my kits, the woman told us that i can order them when i come into college on the 3rd September along with buying my sash.

Also saw the finance team to find out about my bursary and the woman said that if i get all my receipts together then i get my money back for what I've paid for but i was also told that i don't have to pay for my kits because they can de-duct the price off my bursary which is good =] one thing i don't have to worry about.

Now all i need to get is my supplies, which i will be buying tomorrow =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Enrolment Day - 29/08/2012

So tomorrow I've got my enrolment day at my college, scared and excited at the same time =] at least my mum will be there with me =]

Also just painted my nails in the first time in about a month =] will post a picture tomorrow and update you all about what happens at college =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

23/08/2012 =]

Finally got my colour pops display in the post yesterday =] which is really exciting because I've decided to re-create designs I've done in the past on some of the nails then use the rest for new designs. Cant wait to start painting when i feel better, hopefully this cold will go by the weekend so i can start =]

Also my fiancé came to my house yesterday and i had so much fun with him =] hate being apart from him, love it when he makes me laugh =] and we did that a lot yesterday =]

So today i think I'm just going to relax and make myself get better haha =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Illness =[

I'm sorry i haven't wrote a new blog lately, have caught my sisters cold but only the coughing part so i haven't really been feeling too good, I've been wanting to paint my nails as i haven't done them since June =[ but the fumes would make me cough so i have to wait a little bit longer which makes me sad.

So as soon as I'm better, i will do my nails =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Second Treatment - Over!

It went smoothly, no fuss, besides being pricked twice with a needle i was fine. I had two more taken out and that should be it, she said she would try and save my other teeth so from now on i should only be having fillings, so my next appointment is on the 20th September at 10am and then after that its every Thursday for treatment.

So now, I'm glad that I've got a couple of weeks between my next one so i can finally paint my nails as its been a month since i last did them.

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Second Treatment

So i have my second dental treatment tomorrow at 2pm, kind of worried as i have no idea how many they are taking out and if I'll be left with a lisp or not.

Having IV sedation again so should be a breeze =]

Nothing much else to say but will write about what happens tomorrow =]

Emyii xxx

Yesterday with my fiancé =]

So yesterday i went to see my fiancé, it was nice to see him as its been a bit of long time since i have seen him but i felt better and happier being with him.

I love him so much, he makes me happy =]


So today is the 14/08/2012 and apparently I'm going to be making chocolate brownies with my sister =]  so that should be good =]

Will write soon with something more interesting =] Emyii xxx

Weddings =]

At the moment I'm kind of obsessed with weddings, the more pictures i see the more i want to get married. I find it so special and romantic and i really cant wait to spend my life with my fiancé.

I want a fantasy wedding, purple and green, outside under the stars =] So i have some pictures that i want to share that i found on Tumblr, just to give me some inspiration =]

I want my wedding to be magical, i want it to be my only wedding because i don't think I'm ever going to love anyone else more than i love my fiancé =]

We wont be getting married yet, because i want to finish college and have a job so i can afford everything i want and we need a house together as well =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Tiredness

So i got my Grandad to take me to the job centre as i wasn't feeling too good but while i was there i got the shakes really bad. I've been so tired today and i really hate taking my anti-biotics and painkillers because they cause me to shake, feel sick, tiredness and really weak.

I was going to see my fiancé today but i just cant bring myself to do it, i really miss him and i just want to see him but with my taking these tablets, i doubt that is going to happen any time soon =[ and it upsets me so much.

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

08/08/2012

So this morning kind of freaked me out, i woke up early and watched tv for a bit then all of sudden i started getting really hot and sweaty and my body started to shake so i got back in bed and put my fan on to cool me down, i felt really sick as well but as soon as i fell asleep i woke up fine.

I'm just passing the time at the moment because i don't have to leave the house til 2pm as I'm at the job centre today then I'm off to see my fiancé afterwards, hope im okay today, still in a bit of pain but that should go after I've taken my painkillers.

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

First Treatment - Over!

So i really didn't get much sleep this morning, think i got to sleep at 5am and then woke up at half 7am so i was really tired.
But i got showered and ready and had coco pops to eat then finally left the house at 9.15am.
Got there early but it didn't matter, had a fag before we went in then we waited til half 10am til i was seen to check my weight and sign something.

After going the toilet multiple times because of my nerves, i was finally called in. I panicked a bit as i was waiting in the dental chair, but as soon as the dentist got the needle in my hand, i was fine. It wasn't so bad, i felt a bit dazed and that's all.

I was numbed and had a tooth taken out and my root taken out, the dental nurses talked to me about Geordie shore and jersey shore =] i don't know why i remember but i do, maybe that's a good thing for next time.

So after it, we went to see my auntie for a bit then we went the pharmacy to pick up my anti biotic's and when i got home, i had a letter off the college telling me what day i enrol and that i start college on the 3rd September.

So i went to bed and slept for 6 hours and now im just relaxing, watching tv and waiting for my cheesy mash =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

First Treatment

So today is the first of my dental treatment and I'm crapping myself, really don't want sedation even though i know i will make me feel better, I'm really not sure whether i want to feel dazed. Was meant to be asleep by now but i have toothache and I'm not really in the mood to be sleeping right now, got too much on my mind to do that.
So im catching up on tv programs and going to sit here til i have to leave at 9.20am.

Will write about what has happened later on tonight, if i remember.

Emyii xxx