First Treatment

So today is the first of my dental treatment and I'm crapping myself, really don't want sedation even though i know i will make me feel better, I'm really not sure whether i want to feel dazed. Was meant to be asleep by now but i have toothache and I'm not really in the mood to be sleeping right now, got too much on my mind to do that.
So im catching up on tv programs and going to sit here til i have to leave at 9.20am.

Will write about what has happened later on tonight, if i remember.

Emyii xxx